Oh hai guys, just me enjoying Valentine’s Day :’D
All day every year.
Photoshoot by David Hamilton
I love that dress! to be skinny enough to wear one like it!
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*le sigh* I don’t think I’ll ever truly be happy with myself mentally. I got a newsletter from Ideal Weight the other day saying that if you aren’t happy with yourself you are at risk of gaining the weight you lost back.
These last 2 weeks when I go in for my weekly weigh in their scales say I gained weight (1lb each week) and mine says I haven’t. My scale is usually right on with their scales…so in retaliation for myself I’ve been starving myself and eating only one of their snacks and one normal meal within their rules. I’ve been drinking shit tons of water too.
I hate myself. But I feel so much lighter when I starve myself! Dx fuck my life.
Because of the “gains” I’ve also been depressed. My mom commented on my license picture (cause I finally got it!) that I actually look happy… No, I’m just good at faking it. :\
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So my arms, neck, hip, and thighs wont shrink as quickly as I want them to, but here’s my before and current measurements and weight. I started this diet September 18, and 5 weeks later this is where I’m at:
Rib cage: 37.5
Rib cage: 35.5
in pounds: 18
in inches: 13.75
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Well, I haven’t been on in a while.. I started the Ideal Protein diet 5 weeks ago. I’m starting my 6th week today, and I’ve lost 16 LBs and 13.75 inches all over. I keep shrinking, but I get so mad that it’s not happening fast enough (for me - in all actuality it is coming off fast)
But oh, my god, all this food I have to eat!!!! I feel so sick right now because I had to eat 2 hard boiled eggs, and half a cup of green beans. I dunno how much of this I can take. D: I just keep feeling sick from eating so much food. And I know you don’t have to eat it all in one sitting, but half the time I do, because I won’t have time later, or because I need to sleep. Like right now, I should be asleep because it’s 3:30 in the morning. But am I? No. I’m awake because I need to stay awake for at least another hour so I actually CAN sleep and not feel like puking. -.-
I can feel my fat melting away though! My waist went from 41.5 to 35.5! I’m gonna have SUCH a tiny waist when I’m done with this!! :D
Oh well. Hmm, maybe time for some updated stats?
Uuuuughh!!!! I feel SO HORRIBLE! I have to eat so much food! I want to do this diet because there IS a 100% success rate and I already feel it working and I’m only on day 4. But all this food! It’s making me so nauseous! D:
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